I am in the dark room, and I have no idea why I am here. The world is spinning and I am sitting on a stool and leaning up against the work surface and the body of a student.
I hear the voices of the rest of the class, my mouth and brain has disengaged, and I can’t make myself understood.
My left arm and leg has gone limp, I am on a hospital gurney, there are people around, I must be in a hospital. But there is no pain!
It has taken this long until I have felt in a place to blog again, I have talked about the process I find myself in, and in a way the new life, body and brain.
the thought of just dealing with the user name and passwords was a bit too much. But I take pictures and I discuss this photographic passion still, my left hand now takes hold of the M4 and Nikon still, I talk rather than lecture. I have got back into working again but I take naps when I tire.
One thing is that I have lost some weight, I eat healthy, I am weary of stress. I take things a day at a time and my right hand does most of the typing! I took too long before I realised what I am up against, it’s not just getting back to the same levels again.
It’s about a new way of life and doing things, or I could have another stroke one day…
